Monday's Aurora

Hi, Monday was not not exactly stressful nor easy, at the end of it, I emerged out in true senses as Unsuccessfully Yours’….It all started with first call that I took and whereas I was more concentrated on my rate of speech, I finally figured out that if your process knowledge is good there are a lot of things that you can work out.
So, I handled a range of queries which ranged from Katrina victims to customers fancying to increase their credit limit…if I start writing about this only, I would be more or less talking in jargons, so its better I just conclude it with “that my average call handling time was the most, however I was the only one to make a sale”
Altogether Monday was just about work and work……that gives me a creepy feeling that the demise of this scripture is coming near…Yes, No ..maybe…

About T since we both were so involved in our worlds though being interrelated that we did not get any time for anything, except at the end of day when I called her to confirm something and this is how it goes…

D- Mam, what about this (and my question)
T – (she answered it)
D – Thank Mam, it was tough today…
T – I can understand, Ok now don’t bore me, got important work to do
D – Ahhan, so now you would say this to me..
T – Ok…(sounds smiling to me at least)
D – Ok Mam, take care
T – You too

I don’t know, may be in coming three weeks this will also die its death and than I would have nothing to jot on but whatever… “Don’t every one of us born to die”….does that make everyone of us born to be unsuccessful…..

And at last…this what I feel about T & Me…

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
This is not enough

I'm in serious s--t, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?

I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free

All the things she said
Running through my head
This is not enough
This is not enough

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me?
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?

-By T.A.T.U"