Last week Z came and went for some shopping, when you are in a materialistic world, it matters how you dress, so I decided to update my winter wardrobe, less for myself and more for as to make it visible to others! May be tomorrow I will go and buy a new mobile phone, which will depend on the amount of salary credited in my bank account…so perhaps I would be better able to express my unsuccessfulness with pictures, resembling my moods.
I think winter seasons arrive globally, so there is no steam in any political & economical news to muse upon, also WTO Hong Kong meet has already been doomed to be a failure so whatever be the results, it will hardly matter.
As about ‘T’….I once again message her today…only to realize that she will never respond, than I got perturbed and thought upon, Expectations…..We all are cursed by this word….in each and every form, can Expectations be synchronized with Hope, if Yes than ok…we cant help it, but if not than is it like the appendix in human body….which does not serves any function but more so often becomes an irritant…….finally I wrote something…..and dedicated this to ‘T’……for I decided that I will never think to think about her….Unsuccessful, once again? Yes, No….maybe
Ek vyarth koshish
ya shunya ka vistar,
Shabdon ki feri
ya sapnon ka junjal,
Vicharon ki paribhasha
ya chanchalta ki pukar,
Kya namkaran karoun
sab saachein bekar,
Na radha ki aankhon si
virah ki pyaas,
Na shabri ke beron si
isme mithas,
Sirf, kagaz ki zammen par
Sarkande ke hul se prayaas,
Yehi hai meri kavita
Ek vyarth koshish
aur ek asafal lekhakar.
7 comments:
wow! I mean... first the heading... and then updating ur wardrobe for others :D and then the poem, and the final line of it! :) u successfully convey ur emotions, still 'unsuccessfuly' :)
koshish..jab kehte ho..to vyarth kaise ho ho sakti hai, shunya hi sahi..vistaar to hua hai....
and ya..a proper blend of Hindi and Urdu..must say that
:) hmm im trying to update my wardrobe :p some official clothing and then some winterware.. and then some chic NY style stuff :)) lolz..... im so successful at making lovely spending plans in just seconds!
gar zindagi chal rahi hai to koshishen jaari rahengi
manzil hame mile na mile tammannein zinda rahengi...keeep up the effort
Thx Gemgurl....your vibrant presence here always uplift the mood...as for updating ur wardrobe...werent grls always good at that!!!
Lash...thx boss!
Illuzn...well thx for making efforts to decipher the poem...and than thx again for trying to infuse some energy in this unsuccessful saga!
Nut-khat...thx to you 2....shayyad ab sirf tammanoin par hi guzara hota hai
hmmm ... "Badiya hai janab(^_*)" !! hindi ka upyog aacha kiya hai jaanab .. mujhe laga ki shudh hindi hogi ... par urdu, farsi sab apne andar sama liya hai hindi ne... urdu main shayarna andaz sabse mazzedar hai .. par hindi ki bhi baat kuch aur hi hai.. aree..back to the topic.. bahut aachi kavita hai.. likhte raho!!
Seriously try poetry..
No other comment except quoting the line i loved
Na radha ki aankhon si
virah ki pyaas,
Na shabri ke beron si
isme mithas
and
kagaz ki zammen par
Sarkande ke hul se prayaas,
Yehi hai meri kavita
Ek vyarth koshish
aur ek asafal lekhakar.
Thats so 'gulzar'ish. and thts no small compliment!
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