Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Death of a lifetime....


" Life dances around me all night and leaves me sleepless. Morning, reminds me of the painful existence and all day, I survive on false hopes. I can’t cheat it and that summarizes my existence, an unsuccessful existence...."

Note : I've lost the inspiration. Delhi's pronloged stay at the deathbed have drained me out and I'm recovering very slowly. I'll survive because survival against ur wishes is being unsuccessful.

9 comments:

Id it is said...

You'll survive... because survival comes naturally , it's instinctive, and survival against your wishes is a sure sign of despondency not unsuccessfulness. hehe

How about a post that is out of character; about success? Delhi, afterall, is in the throes of an economic boom, the capital of a country on the go!

D said...

Yes...III...I'll survive for I've to.
And, you made a very apt comment, when you'asked - Is the post out of charachter, considering the economic boom? Yes, Delhi professionaly is doing wonders, she has made a mark and I'm sure in coming years, she will out do many competitors, but what troubles me is that in this mad race, she has lost time for herself, and bargains it for trifle things....I wish I can give her, what I know will suit her the best...but then as you know....Delhi somehow or the other fails to distinguish btw admirers and invaders.....

Id it is said...

"Delhi somehow or the other fails to distinguish btw admirers and invaders..." Loved that one!

However, sometimes they start out as admirers only to become invaders with the passage of time. History is replete with such scenarios.

Sh'shank said...

But wouldnt survival be a success?
I have read this one since you wrote it but have been hesitant to ask

D said...

Well, Pricky it depends on how you look at it. Consider this, a father, one who is not earning great, working hard so as his kids can lead a better life and each night he dies a silent death, when he sees that his kids long for things which he can't afford. What will you say - Is the father successful or unsuccessful?
And, don't be hesitant.....for we both have nothing to hide.

Id it is said...

It all boils down to whether one 'lives' life or merely 'survives' to face the threat of another day. Living involves the highs and lows that life throws out at you; some of us can 'enjoy the ride', and some simply hold on tight to the railings, shut their eyes and hold their breath so they miss the high and wait unabatedly for the new low.

I didn't mean to cut into your dialog with Pricky; simply couldn't resist commenting, hehe

Sh'shank said...

Good example And I would like to add that if the father didnt believe in surviving and didnt hope for better he would have given up on his unsuccessful job but he continues to survive... What do you say to this?
We dont have anything to hide?
Interesting but is it because we know each other so less or because you have me figured out?

D said...

Pricky...your theory that he (father) would have given up on his unsuccessful job but he continues to survive is based on assumption..that father has/may have other choices....rem an old story abt that 'Hankerchief thief'....also...for the father survival is a necessity limited by the limited choices.....

No...I haven't figured you out....I've stopped doing that coz more often than less...I'm unsucessful at that. Know each other can't say....but I guess...we both are at crossraods and we know anyways we've to travel...

Sh'shank said...

No No I didnt mean he would have given up on the job for a better one. I dont think he has a choice there but he did have a choice of damning it all and just exist rather than survive and care.
Whe you care you choose to survive in one form of another...

D, you are quite rigth about the cross roads...
I dont think either of us would ever assume the flattery of saying that we have figured each other or the general public out but yes it has been quite a revelation to have witnessed a lot that makes me agree that we dont have secrets from each other...
Unsuccessful is where we agree...