Thursday, February 16, 2006

Nemesis'

Sab kuch keh chuka hoon
ya kuch kehna nahi chahta,
Zindagi ki door tooti se
ya use pakadna nahi chahta,
Shor hai charon taraf kyon
ya mein kuch samazhna nahi chahta,
Har saans kehti hai ki zinda hoon
par dil dhakdna nahi chahta,
Ulazhta uderh-bun me mein kyon?
ya sulazhna nahi chahta,
Asafal hoon mein aaj phir
ya Woh kismat badlna nahi chahta.


I have nothing much to say, except like always I am confused rather too confused and when you are unsuccessful, frustration tags along…….at 24 yrs one cannot take much chances or my dream of being “Urban Nomad” is coming too real, of which I am scared now…whatever, I am trying to write something…I don’t know what but like Jedi’ said, everything should have a title, so this time title will be “Jannat”…..but one of Lash’ post on christening makes me wonder on worth of it and than on top

“What’s in the name?” - Shakespeare…..now isn’t the name worth….once again confused and than agonized to be frustrated.

6 comments:

illusion said...

hey D is there a better way of tellin u the details that u require..i mean some email id or chat id..just do give me one..will try to help you in the best way as i can

boogersdelhidiaries said...

hey dude,, Keep the faith..or try finding one..that's what the journey in this life is all about..sometimes, when we're feeling down and out, what we really need is something, or someone to latch on to,,i'm still searching for that too, .let's not chicken out till we find it. No jumping offa buildings for us eh, mate.

Nishu said...

nice poem buddy, really awesome (^_^).

happy belated v.day and B.day (^_^)

Keep smiling (^_^)

Heidi said...

aapki shayari shayad kucch sabab bayan karti hai,
par jaan lo iski parchhayi sab me nazar aati hai

Hey D! u r not the only one.. there are a lotta people in situations and mental frames they did not want to be.. but this phase shall pass or something will come up to distract you.. cheer up :)

Known Stranger said...

better dont say - just keep quite till you turn the table to your way

D said...

@Illuzn...thxs.

DD....first of all its great to cu back and second Im not going 2 chicken out, I hate flu's...lol

Nishu Sir'...Vday thx, B'day??...confused!

Nt-Kht, thx man...bt I am looking fr distraction, even they are not good ones...lol

@Knwn stranger....thx for the support...I will try remaining quite..lol