For all these days there is nothing to add on, my job is sort of jeopardize (more because I don’t want to work), like as always I am confused, I don’t know but except for the sake of living I have no reason to live, perhaps some responsibilities….whatever. Not that I am afraid, never, coz I have nothing to loose and I have relinquished the word success.
May be as the snow melts up there, the river of my life will flow with full throttle, till than a unsuccessful hibernation……..
A demon that struck me all times
I don’t know how he survives,
This is not going good
I can feel its venom filled hood,
Jealousy I cant describe
its not in my blood, I don’t lie,
I am not like this, I say
this is not my type of relay,
I just don’t know how to fight
is it arms or about the right?
It always wins and never loose
may be fucking fixed rule!
I don’t know how to end this deal
help me or you are also one in the meal!!
8 comments:
hey.. i was just the same way as you are . I was of the same kind. I had no interest in anything but just hang around, no ambitions no matterialistic desire to buy assets. Just wants to be happy every day with some fun and pleasure . And when you get to have the happy days.. just a pain is waiting to peep into you heart.. you get low, you feel whole world is no worth to live then.. you get pizzed off.. and i just went through.. and again.. found the reason.. to have success.. because.. success and fame and recognisation in a crowd which you yearn to earn is an addiction.. you get addicted and you start getting addicted. i am now.. i want more orders for what. nothing.. i dont get much incentives like a sales guy neither i love to make that.. but just enjoy to have the credit of orders and people look me with eye brows raised. hey this guy.. hmm kuch dhum hai ispe.. get on.. buddy.. dont close the novel of a book before turning to the next page.. may be the twist is just in next page of your life. life is a novel.
" Now thats an another beauty....you knw the best part about your poetry is the symbolism'which is in tandem with emotions...kudos' "
hey.. i didnt understand what you meant by " best part about your poetry is the symbolism'which is in tandem with emotions" could you please make understand what does you mean in those sentences. i am not good at english and not good at understaning high sounding language. please.. help me to get understood what you conveyed.
thanx for dropping by!! Calvin...u seem really fond of it.Well such is a phase in everyone's life- confusion or delusion.ime helps
where you buddy
heyy...me too have been thinkin in those lines.....very uninspired...back after a long time..me...some good posts..i did realise
nowadays i have stopped guessing what exactly the person means....
so I let him write and allow him to give the explanation as well..thats what is now my self-restraint!!
(^_^)
u need to upate now.. its been a week
ive started taking my resolution seriously. it nw seems u have been bitten by the lazy bug. Kahaan yo yaar???
Known stranger....thx for such a long message, you know its real intresting to know about other people experiences and search hope in their narratives.....as for my comments, I will put that in ur blog with explanations this time, blv me I am nt good with words so thts why it was confusing...lol
@Lash, boss I do agree to your "Peace of mind" theory but I am not looking for salvation just materialistic satisfaction and I am unsucessfull at that level too...so what you have to say now? And plz keep on coming with your stories atleast keeps me in good health!!
Nt-khat, I am sry yaar...I am late at checking blogs but I do make sure I read them....Calvin I find him close to my own thoughts.
Nishu Sir....now thats unfair, cmon this is what differentiates you from the crowd...comeon there are something which need not to be restarined, be what you are and the world will revolve around U.
Gemgurl...I know, may be the new post offers explanation anyhow Delhi is nowhere close to NY fast paced life...so I hope you understand.
Jedi...I am just going to read you "Color me red" and I watched the movie with a gal, so may be now I cld understand the movie better...I hope you are not taking over Illuzn's job!
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