Spastic Thoughts'

These days like always are monotonous and filled with unexpected frustration, sometimes it makes me feel that the umbilical cord that distinguishes between non-existence and realism is yet to be separated for me.
Anyhow, the recent week just walked in the same old fashion and except some small exceptions and there is nothing to pride on. Newspapers have suddenly started boring me and there is not much choice of entertainment available, when you are at a place where all civil service aspirants reside. Also Z is in Jammu, so my nocturnal outings to Nizzamudduin have stopped and I am forced to enjoy solitude.

Since I have nothing to write in particular, I perhaps will express upon the favorite topics among all blogs, ranging from Bush to Jessica.

Well first of all, I am quite enraged over the so called “Left”, I do not have any personal grievances with Yechury&Karat co. but than I am amazed with the type of principles they are patronizing. I wonder if ideologies are based on person or people are based on ideologies, all of a sudden Left has taken up the task to criticize everything American and involve in a pseudo-secularism i.e. everything that is associated with Hinduism becomes jingoism.
They scream our their lungs for Iran and for the South American countries, but what these countries have done for us, has Iran backed India in any major world forum except a small exception here and there or what the South American countries have done for us and when this a unipolar world, than why should we sing the deeds of countries who have done us no good rather than to align our interest with the superpower without compromising our sovereignty.

Left’ opposes RSS and allies, though I too do not agree to their outlook but than shouldn’t Left if an ideology, should also raise voice against the fanatic Muslims, who are asking head of Danish editor. I do not understand when the people of India die at the hands of their own police in clashes in Lucknow, Hyderabad, Bombay for something that happened seven seas far. Left kept mum when M.F. Hussain painted Saraswati nude and criticized the vandalization by Bajrang Dal but they were upbeat about the cartoons, which had no direct relations to our country!

Bush, I don’t care what he do until any of his decision affect my country, I am for Iraqis but they were already in a mess, I am with Cubans, Venezuela and so but aren’t they smart enough to sell their oil and keep things at bay. Bush may be opposed by his own country men but he is at helm, they voted him back why should I call him a barbarian, he didn’t killed my own people, my countrymen, my army is not fighting war against terror.

Jessica died and than she died……..she was serving liquor and than someone shot him, some one who was under dual effect of liquor and power, and than he was acquitted, they took out march against it, she died serving liquor, did they also took out march against the 11 year old girl who was raped and killed or about the adivasis, but than they don’t die serving liquor, perhaps that is what is required for a march on your death or for case to be opened again.

In my view India TV should be banned, they are trying to make money by cashing on our sentiments, come on…..Do Mahatma Gandhi live in Rajghat, or if dogs were there where his ashes lay, it became impure? Please Mahatma Gandhi more than a person is an ideology which do not gets diminished by such small things!!!

At last, sometime back I vowed I will not speak on ‘T’……..met her at the new office, she was more captivating…..like as always, she smiled, I frozed, we shook hands, formally and than she moved, leaving me behind once again Unsuccessful’